Tenshi
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Post by Tenshi on May 26, 2004 23:55:20 GMT -5
Boku pulled Tenshi into his strong, muscular arms. it was a warm, comforting hug. Tenshi was sorry that he let go. it was just so wonderful to be that close to Boku.
she smilled,feeling Bokus withdrawl. she bent forward and kissed him on the cheek, then fluttered her wings and rose into the greay sky.
and oh, what a rush!! her wings streatched and bowed from the gusts of wind. it felt so good to fly again, she couldn't remember the last time she had been so close to the clouds. ahhh.....now this is living!
Tenshi looked down to see if Boku would follow.
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Post by BokunetSuMaro on May 27, 2004 0:06:39 GMT -5
Boku felt his cheek were Tenshi's lips had been. He smiled again then dropped his hand to his side and looked up into the greary sky at Tenshi. His wings burst open sending loose feathers every were in a sort of white sheild. He flapped them a couple times and shot up higher and higher into the air with very little effort his wings carried him up to Tenshi's hight and looked into her eyes, smiling.
Boku had not flown for a long time, he was scared that someone would see him, he had not even taken his trench coat off sence the day on the airship. But with Tenshi, he felt confortable telling her anything, like he did with noone eles. He was happy to be with her, it was a happiness he had never felt before, and he did not want this feeling to go away. Tenshi made him feel...alive.
[glow=red,2,300]"Were do you wanna go?"[/glow]
Boku looked around at the surounding area. Then he remembered somthing he wanted to ask Tenshi,
[glow=red,2,300]"Oh hey, what was your past like? If you don't mind telling me."[/glow]
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Tenshi
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Post by Tenshi on May 27, 2004 23:49:26 GMT -5
Tenshi gazed in aw at Boku. his masive wings carried him up through the rain and wind whithout efort. at least, that's how it appeared.
[glow=red,2,300]"my past...? well...no, i don't mind telling you. there was my...my caln. and then there was the Daemon clan. our two people have been warring for....countless years. i am...was to be the new ruler and as suched was betrothed to a verry fine Seraph Angle. his name is..no was...Halius. then, during my military traning, i fell in love with someone else.
"his name wasEachn` and you could see the sun in his smile. were ever he walked, the sum seemed to follow. and i loved him. "[/glow]
Tenshi faultered. Her repressed memories coming at her like a sharp knife. now she remembered it so clearly. the invisable chanes arround her anklesgrew heaver and heaver, like lead bracelets of failure. she wanted to stop. to let Boku hold her in his arms again, to let the tears flow into the lake far below, but most of all, to forget.
[glow=red,2,300]"we managed to keep it behind Haliuses back.....until....until..Echan` was descovered as a Daemon spy. i knew that he loved me, no matter who i was and he knew i loved him....it shattered my haert when Halius killed him.
"my heart terned black and vengful after that. to look at any of my people made me sick. they had destroyed the one thing i had cared about. that night, i killed Halius. i would have dies, should have died, but my family was satisfied with only exiling me...never to return. and....."[/glow]
Tenshi broke off. how could she tell Boku about her chanes. she hid them from the world.....no one knew about them...exept her. she had cast a spell on them to hide them forever and though no one could see them or feel them, she could. and she felt them every day.
i wish....i wish just once to share my pain with someone else.....i really love Boku and i can't burden him with this.....why.....i wish the past would just leave.
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Post by BokunetSuMaro on May 28, 2004 0:58:54 GMT -5
Boku looked into Tenshi's eyes once again, they were filled with remorce, and sorrow, and deep with in them they held a secret like Boku still did. He didn't tell her about how his race had helped the Deamons, and how he himself had inherited the deamonic transformation. He did not want her to know that he himself had killed many of he kind. He thought that if she knew she would never speek to him again. He wanted to tell her about his devouring of souls and show her his transformation, but he couldn't do it.
He looked down at the clear lake below. Even from this hight he could see large fish darting around. He looked back up at Tenshi one final time before he flew over to her and put his muscular arms around her, he kissed her forhead and spoke,
[glow=red,2,300]"Try not to think about it try and forget and you will. What ever it is you are trying to hide emagine it is gone, and it will be gone like your thoughts. Let the tears come out do not old them back for sooner or later they will, and then it will be much worse then if you just let it out now...for if you were someone like me the results could be devistating for the ones around you. Just let it out.[/glow]
Boku wispered softly in her ear. He wish that he could take her burdin away, carry her pain, so that she would not feel sad and hurt anymore. He wanted to be the one she could tell her problems too and he wanted to be the one who could take her pain away.
[glow=red,2,300]"I will always be here for you...I promise.[/glow]
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Tenshi
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Post by Tenshi on May 28, 2004 19:46:04 GMT -5
the rain started to let up abit as she laied her head on Boku's shoulder. the greay sky swollowed up all the happiness of a blue sky and sun. suddenly, Tenshi wished for the storm to end, for it to disipate and scatter like it was never here.
she squeezed her eyes tight, blocking the view...and trying to keep her tears at bay. wishing the world would freeze and let her sweep away her unwanted emotions.
i hate this......i hate crying.....no...i...don't want.....why...why is this happening? why me? why anything?........oh....oh goddess.....i don't want this to come.....ever agian.....
but the tears did come. they flowed down her cheek and colided, merged with the rain that streeked her face. she clung to Boku, wishing and hoping that he woudn't notice yet at the same time wanting him just ...to comfort her. Tenshi apreashiated Boku so much. he was so kind and strong and ...beautiful....and really warm. [glow=red,2,300]"thanx.....thanx for listening. and...if you ever want to tell me anything....anything at all...well..*sniff*...i owe you one."[/glow]
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Post by BokunetSuMaro on May 29, 2004 21:13:32 GMT -5
Boku held Tenshi in his arms, he never wanted to let go he never wanted this moment to end. He looked at Tenshi crying in his arms, then up into the cloudy sky. The rain had let up a little and the clouds had thined out. He looked down at Tenshi, he needed to show her, he needed to tell her. Boku looked down when he heard her speak and talked softly to her,
[glow=red,2,300]"You owe me nothing I am happy to do this for you. I wish i could take away all your pain and hold your burdins, so that you could live free for anything that hurts you."[/glow]
Boku looked down at the cool crlear lake below. He felt as if someone was taring out his stomach, he had to tellher he couldn't keep it from her he had to tell her about his deamon power, about his race. He looked back at her.
[glow=red,2,300]"There is somthing I need to tell you, about me, about my people. We...were helping the deamons...they even gave me the abillity to change into a deamonic form, and to maintane my health, or life I have to devour the souls of the ones i kill....it only happens when I am angry, so i try and keep my emotions hidden...but that is not what i want to tell you. I wanted to say that I was there when Eachn was killed I watched. I myself killed any angles of your type. I know that right noe you probly changed your mind completely about me, and i am very sorry. Please do not hate me...I was just following orders.[/glow]
Boku looked back down he felt horrible, he knew that she was gonna leave, who would stay with him...who would want to be with him in the first place.
((god this post sucked...sorry))
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Post by Tenshi on May 30, 2004 14:12:01 GMT -5
((..meh..it wasn't that bad...i've done much wores..))
slowly, Tenshi disentangled herself from Boku's arms. her wings fluttered up and down to keep her aloft. she concetrated hard to keep them from shaking and revealing her inner distress.
....oh...oh goddess......no...his...this cannot be...this...gahh!!!! why....why does my life never end.....i wish....i wish it didn't have to be Boku....he's so .......such a beautiful person.....i hate my past...
she closed her eyes tightly. trying so hadr to make the tears stop. she hated crying. it made her feel so weak and powerless and hopeless; like the pain would never end.
she looked up at the sky, down at the lake, to the left and right....not at Boku...Boku....how...why....
slowly, tentativly, trying with all her might to keep the tremble out of her voice, Tenshi began to half wisper, half sing.
[glow=red,2,300]"i...follow the night...can't stand, the light. when will i begin..to live again...
"i am so sorry Boku...."[/glow]
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Post by BokunetSuMaro on May 30, 2004 15:15:17 GMT -5
Boku let go of tenshi as he felt her pull away, he knew it, once again he was gonna be alone, like he always had been. He looked at Tenshi who apparently was trying her best not to look at Boku. He didn't care he was ready for her to do that, he knew she would. Bokulooked up into the sky, the clouds had dissapeared and the rain had stopped, the bright sun was setting and the sky became pink and orange. Boku closed his eyes, then slowly opened them again after Tenshi spoke. Boku heard her say sorry, but what she had to be sorry about he had no idea.
[glow=red,2,300]"You have nothing to be sorry about...nothing at all...if anything i should be the one who is sorry. Not you..."[/glow]
Boku looked down at Tenshi, he wished he knew what the song she half way sang ment. He didn't care though all he wanted right now was for her pain to go away, even if she hated him now for what he was and wht he did.
[glow=White,2,300]This is why i keep who i am w secret, because once they find out they hate me.[/glow]
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Post by Tenshi on May 30, 2004 22:38:13 GMT -5
Tenshi looked down at her feet and beyond them to the lake. the sun was setting and the refreshing pinks and oranges were reflected in the crystal water. she tryed to think of something to say....she really didn't want to loose Boku. abstractedly, she reached up to toy with her hair but instead of the feathery wisps of midnight, her hand found Bokus coat, still around her shoulders.
[glow=red,2,300]Boku....i'm sorry that you....that the past....this....us.....gahhhh[/glow]Tenshi stumbled for words then stumbled onto what she was really trying to say
[glow=red,2,300]you r such a wonderful person...whatever your heritage...whatever your past....i know i've done things...killed people in the past...and so have you...but...that's the past...please...i don't want that to affect us now...i really...really........love you.[/glow]
the last two words were a mear wisper and as she spoke them, Tenshi's eyes finaly met Bokus. ...goddes...what beautiful eyes....
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Post by BokunetSuMaro on Jun 1, 2004 17:02:36 GMT -5
Boku stared downward at the crystal clear blue of the lake. The glassy water reflected the small amount of light that the last few rays of the sun emmited. The water was still except of an occational ripple of splash from a fish or animal moving around in it. Boku could see small creatures slowly moving into the foliage as the day started to come to an end. He looked back up, at Tenshi and her beautiful eyes and glamerous fgiure, then past her at birds darting around into trees and bushes anything they could find to shelter them for the night. Boku finally looked back at Tensh as he started to speak in a soft gental voice about his feelings for Tenshi.
[glow=red,2,300]"You are the only person who has ever told me that. You too are the most wonderful person on Fyia that i have met...not to metion the most beautiful woman here...I never in my life thought that I would end up with this stong a feelings towards an Angle. Especally not one as magnificent as you are Tenshi. I never want to leave you and i never want you to leave me. I will never let anything happen to you. And if someone, anyone were to hurt you in anyway i will personally hunt them down. Because i love you, and i will always be here for you unti the end of time... I promise.[/glow]
Boku Moved close to Tenshi and once again rapped his arms around her slender figure. He had never had anyone tell him that they loved him, for the longest time, not even his own parents ever said it. He felt good again, he felt like the king of the world, like he could do nothing wrong like he could not be betten, he felt imortal. He had never felt like this, this was a feeling that ony Tenshi gave him. He loved Tenshi more then anything, more then life. He would never let anything happen to her, he vowed that on his life. He couldn't let anything happen to her, just the though of somehitng happening made Boku feel horrible, like he had been stabbed in the heart.
The last few creatures dissapeard into the vegitationas the sun dissapeared below the horizen, leaving only Tenshi and Boku in there own little world.
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Post by Tenshi on Jun 1, 2004 22:22:31 GMT -5
Tenshi squeezed her eyes tight. i don't want this to be a dream....it's too good......i won't open my eyes and i will be here forever...here in Boku's arms......never...never let me go.
slowly, hesitantly, the angle peaked through her eyes. she was still here....and so was he. Boku's strong arms embraced her; she wished he'd never let her go. it was so comfortable to just...be...surrounded by the warmth, the essence of Boku.
the sky was black now, and spangled with stars. the lake reflected the night sky in all it's unknown brilance. the dark trees rustled and swayed in a midnight dance as day animals were replaced with those of the night. an owl hooted and flew silently over the rippled surface of the great lake. everything was right.
Tenshi smiled, for the first time in years, she was happy. really and truly happy. suddenly, the day's travles and hardships overwhelmed her. sleep seemed like such a comforting idea; and why not? yes...why not here and now. with her arms rapped around Boku's neck, she let her head fall to a comfy position between them and his neck.
as soon as sleep clamed Tenshi, her wings retracted to feathery balls of coton.
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Post by BokunetSuMaro on Jun 2, 2004 18:21:00 GMT -5
The weight change between when Tenshi was supporting herself and now after she fell asleep felt no different to Boku. In fact if not for her wings dissapearing he may not have noticed for a long time. Boku looked down at Tenshi asleep in his arms her long black hair blowing in gental ripples as the soft wind blew at it.
Boku looked down at the ground and slowly stared down to the lake side and landed as softly and as quietly as he could as to not wake Tenshi from her peaceful slumber. He easily set her on the ground and covered her up with his coat that she still had. Then he sat next to her to keep watch, consitering he didn't need sleep he planed to watch over he all night.
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Post by Tenshi on Jun 4, 2004 0:12:03 GMT -5
.....mmmmmmm......
Tenshi’s eyes fluttered as sleep’s spell began to weaken. The lake’s rippled waves slipped and sloshed while the forest rustled and swayed to music no one ever heard. Night animals scurried, scuttled, flew; completing their lives. She could smell the wet earthy smell left behind from the short, beautiful shower they had had; she and Boku.
Boku! Was he still here, with her? Tenshi’s eyes snapped open to find a sky smeared with stars. A familiar black shadow blotted out part of the sky. Tenshi could recognize that profile anywhere. Boku was still with her; silently, she thanked the Only Ones, her goddesses/gods. [glow=red,2,300]...mmmm......good morning..?[/glow]
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Post by BokunetSuMaro on Jun 4, 2004 16:03:12 GMT -5
Boku looked down at Tenshi as she awoke form he slumber. He smiled at her and looked upat the stary sky and then back at Tenshi.
[glow=red,2,300]"Good morning, although I don't know if it is really morni yet."[/glow]
Boku looked at the lake and at the creatures moving around in the dark. Instantly he desided to catch something to eat for the two of them.
[glow=red,2,300]"Hey Tenshi get somemore sleep, when you wake up again ill have something for us to eat."[/glow]
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Post by Tenshi on Jun 4, 2004 21:10:48 GMT -5
Tenshi gazed at Boku for a moment. at his stunning eyes, his magestic pose, and his wonderful wings. a gental wind tousled his beautiful hair and blew hers accross her eyes. again, he closed them.
[glow=red,2,300]sounds....delisious! *hee* *hee*[/glow]
a smile lit her fetures and sleep once again clamed her.
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